Have you ever been through a season of life where your ability to juggle numerous details impacted the big picture of your daily living? If I had to pin-point the essence of this school year thus far, I would define it in a similar manner: lots of juggling! As with all things, there are both negatives and positives to what is quickly becoming my new norm. One of the challenges I face on a day to day basis is simply having the mind-space and mental energy to keep track of everything I need to keep track of. Tasks that were at one point simple, such as remembering to bring my lunch to work or unpacking my gym bag, sometimes get lost in the shuffle of thinking through the complexity of my upcoming day with my students and the events following my workday. Throw the added challenge of fighting off all of the germs that my kiddos generously share with me and I'm left with dishes in the sink, emails unanswered and lots of canceled plans. Even so, there are positives. One positive is that I have had a lot of room to grow professionally. I don't know how long I'll be a teacher, but if this same rate of growth continues from now until the end of my career I think I'll be incredibly effective at the end of it all! Another positive is that living alone has created a great amount of rest in my life. I'm a pretty firm believer that a road without obstacles probably won't get you anywhere worth going, so here are some highlights that have emerged from my obstacles this year:
-My friend Nicole now freezer cooks with me once a month. I cannot even tell you how supported and refreshed I feel by having a friend enter into such a meaningful part of my life.
-I bought a new car. After the intense search, the actual purchase and about a week of details following the purchase I can now say that I think this car will be one less thing I need to worry about on my plate.
-I started a silent book club. I need positive relationships at work and I need practice signing so I recruited some co-workers to be in an all signing book club with me. We've only met once but I think this club (and my signing) has a bright future ahead of it.
-my assistant principal asked me to mentor "the hardest kid in school". It is truly my hearts desire to come alongside children who are otherwise considered unlovable and extend love to them. This new little friend of mine is precious and I'm excited to get to know him better.
-I made it through 2 out of 3 nights of my very first parent-teacher conferences. Praise God!
-I did three weeks worth of laundry despite being sick!
-I continue to spend time at the gym and after a year of consistent use, part of me feels like I'm home when I'm there.
I don't know what tomorrow will bring, but I do know that Jesus has a purpose for all of this, and that purpose is much bigger than I could ever anticipate. So, tonight I am going to bed thankful that God is more powerful that all of my juggling.