Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Soul Care


Sometimes I need to take time to do a little soul care. Tonight was one of those nights. When I got home from Student Teaching, I dumped my stuff on my bedroom floor, picked up my knitting and while my blanket started to expand stitch by stitch, I was able to slow down enough to sift through the dominant and subtle emotions that crowd my life.

So often when I get busy, I turn on my high-achieving switch and just keep working until the job is done. Often, that pace cannot be sustained because I haven't taken time to slow down enough to wisely discern where I am emotionally and spiritually. Thankfully, my favorite hobbies (cooking, scrapbooking & knitting) yield the quiet time I need to evaluate and process the condition of my heart.



All winter long I have been knitting a smaller version of the blanket shown. What a sweet treat to be able to process life while creating something so fun and beautiful!

(Blanket shown knit by Angela)

Monday, February 1, 2010

snow covered roads

It may sound insignificant but I am no longer terrified of driving in snow! If you knew how paralyzed I was by even the thought of winter driving only a year ago then you would be amazed by this statement.

There have only been a few days this winter when it has snowed enough to impact traffic (because it's usually too cold to snow. . . ) so I have paid special attention to what driving in snow is actually like instead of being overly anxious and tense. The truth of the matter is that rush hour lasts a few extra hours but other than moving slowly and being extra cautious, winter driving is nothing to fret about. I know that I have come a long ways in my willingness to tackle snow covered roads because tonight after class I offered to drive a friend home from class even though it was snowing out. A year ago, I would have never put myself in a position to be in my car longer than possible.

Jesus is faithful in all things, including breaking down unnecessary driving fears :)